to get or not to get

Well still tryin to figure out this whole thing.. now the big opstical.. i have this amazing camera but the software to up load pics is some where.. well i don't really know where so I don't know what to do about getting pics up yet.... still a work in progress!!!!

back to the topic at hand. to get or not to get. Been thinking seriously about a tatoo, as some sort of symbolic notoion of all that has transpired
I want it to say " the journey" in hebrew or greek depending on how it translates. But lets talk about this for a moment!
The pros and cons of this are pretty close in comparison,, i know the whole youll have it when you are 30 blah blah blah but its not like im getting a cartoon character on me like mickey mouse. or what ever so.,. to get or not to get.. this is the question!

rambles

I find this whole blogging thing super relaxing! i also realize that there are certain people in this world that you automatically connect with and others that really.. not so much! And thats OK... I used to think that everyone needed to like me in order for my world to function, but as I get older i realize that this is not the case.. Maybe it isn't so much as I get older but as I contiue to figure out who I am, and what makes me tick. This is an ever changing topic "who I am" but feel that this is a whole other post entirley! back to what I was saying! there are some people who understand me and can appreciate the humor and world wind that is my life,and others who well don't really get it.
The bottom line is this. i am who i am and i will no longer apologize for that! I was talking to a client the other day, trying to make funny converstation to pass the akward time to pass, and no kidding you. all she did was look at me with a strange look on her face everytime I said something. In another life this really wouldl bother me, but now.. I could care less. I mean i want to be nice to those that I come into contact with, but geeze.. do I have to try and please everyone! The awnser.. no I am what I am and I will be happy about that!!!

WOW this is a ramble. but its late and I just needed to unwind a little. I am hoping that in the very near future that I will have pics up and so forth.. to really make this mi\y own.. heaven knows I cant have the sstandard issue thing.. it has to be my very one!!!

toodles

How the Heck

How do I add pics to this thing, and how the heck to i change it up,, i want to add a new poll.. but who knows how I did it the last time!!
what the heck!

The fix and the hole!

I really have no idea how to do anything around the house. i like to pretend that I know what I am doing, and yes I have pink tools, but lets be honest I have never used them and have no idea what to do with the ones that I have. But I am learning, and have realized that sometimes these "fix it" opportunities allow for a little stress releif too!
SO.. I had to get a new water heater. The whole debocal has been interesting to say the least but ended with a garage full of water and me trying to figure out how to drain the freaken thing to stop the leak.. So i figured it out and realized that the sheet rock was super wet and yes a little moldy, so I took a hammer and tore it down.. I have to say, I really felt so much better after that was all done and have found myself looking around to see if there are any other areas that need a little "re-modeling". No opportunities have yet presented themselves but I am ready with the hammer when they do!! Also I need to get over the thought that if its broken I will just get a new one. somethings just need to be fixed Again good stress releif and it makes the need for therapy not so intense, though some of you may storngly disagree!!!