OK I made a change

I changed some of the fonts.. not that youll really be able to tell, but I made come chages and that is progress! Yippee!

Where have I been?

It seems to me that the only time that I have to actually post on this thing is when I am traveling.. any other time.. forget about it!
So much has been going on. Caden and I went to Disney World this past month, we had such a great time. He was a blast to watch, and I thought I had pics to put up on this site before, I sure do now.. I took about998 pics.. no joke I had to buy a new memory card for the excursion! Caden wasnt so much into seeing characters up close, but sure wasn't shy about yelling to them from a safe 50 foot distance! finally on the last day he gave goofy a hug! This was a BIG step!
Always good to go, always good to get home!
Other news, hum lets see! Oh this is funny. So this last week was camp and I am headed out to spend some quality time with the girls, get about an hour into the treck, which pretty much means that I am smack dab in the middle of no where and I need a pick me up. My drug of choice.. MONSTER!! So I stop and get this great drink.. the inventor of which is genius, and don't tell me that it will cause a heart attach.. (Ellen!) Any who.. so I get ready to start my car and the bad boy wont! Long story short.,., I am on the preverbial side of the road waiting for the AAA folks to come and either tow me or fix me, about 5 hours later (well maybe not that long really, but a long time for sure) I was on my way to the fix the car store where they got me going again.. I did meet a nice poice man, who hung out with me for awhile.. nothing to report there! and I got come killer sun.. so I am well on my way to my sun tan for the summer. And considering that I spend about 95% of my natural life indoors I need all of the help I can get!

SO.. after careful consideration I think I am NOT going to get a tatoo right now. Thank you for the input.. but I need to think about this some more.. but what I have moved on to is getting a VESPA!!!! those little things rock and I think I would look super cute driven one of those things around town and it would be great on gas.. The only down side, their max speed is 50mph and all that know me, understand that its hard to go that slow for me.
In any aspect of life. I got told today by one of the girls that works for me that I move at a feverish pace, that makes them tired.. And this is with out monster. imagine what im like when i drink three or four of those.! My poor liver!
So out of town again this week.. !! But at least I will be home next week before I am off again!

I should start a game called where in the world is heather!!! I could make millions

to get or not to get

Well still tryin to figure out this whole thing.. now the big opstical.. i have this amazing camera but the software to up load pics is some where.. well i don't really know where so I don't know what to do about getting pics up yet.... still a work in progress!!!!

back to the topic at hand. to get or not to get. Been thinking seriously about a tatoo, as some sort of symbolic notoion of all that has transpired
I want it to say " the journey" in hebrew or greek depending on how it translates. But lets talk about this for a moment!
The pros and cons of this are pretty close in comparison,, i know the whole youll have it when you are 30 blah blah blah but its not like im getting a cartoon character on me like mickey mouse. or what ever so.,. to get or not to get.. this is the question!

rambles

I find this whole blogging thing super relaxing! i also realize that there are certain people in this world that you automatically connect with and others that really.. not so much! And thats OK... I used to think that everyone needed to like me in order for my world to function, but as I get older i realize that this is not the case.. Maybe it isn't so much as I get older but as I contiue to figure out who I am, and what makes me tick. This is an ever changing topic "who I am" but feel that this is a whole other post entirley! back to what I was saying! there are some people who understand me and can appreciate the humor and world wind that is my life,and others who well don't really get it.
The bottom line is this. i am who i am and i will no longer apologize for that! I was talking to a client the other day, trying to make funny converstation to pass the akward time to pass, and no kidding you. all she did was look at me with a strange look on her face everytime I said something. In another life this really wouldl bother me, but now.. I could care less. I mean i want to be nice to those that I come into contact with, but geeze.. do I have to try and please everyone! The awnser.. no I am what I am and I will be happy about that!!!

WOW this is a ramble. but its late and I just needed to unwind a little. I am hoping that in the very near future that I will have pics up and so forth.. to really make this mi\y own.. heaven knows I cant have the sstandard issue thing.. it has to be my very one!!!

toodles

How the Heck

How do I add pics to this thing, and how the heck to i change it up,, i want to add a new poll.. but who knows how I did it the last time!!
what the heck!

The fix and the hole!

I really have no idea how to do anything around the house. i like to pretend that I know what I am doing, and yes I have pink tools, but lets be honest I have never used them and have no idea what to do with the ones that I have. But I am learning, and have realized that sometimes these "fix it" opportunities allow for a little stress releif too!
SO.. I had to get a new water heater. The whole debocal has been interesting to say the least but ended with a garage full of water and me trying to figure out how to drain the freaken thing to stop the leak.. So i figured it out and realized that the sheet rock was super wet and yes a little moldy, so I took a hammer and tore it down.. I have to say, I really felt so much better after that was all done and have found myself looking around to see if there are any other areas that need a little "re-modeling". No opportunities have yet presented themselves but I am ready with the hammer when they do!! Also I need to get over the thought that if its broken I will just get a new one. somethings just need to be fixed Again good stress releif and it makes the need for therapy not so intense, though some of you may storngly disagree!!!

What was I thinking

This is what comes to mind more often than not these days.. and since my life is in a tail spin ( I don't know if the wind in blowing up or down) and I need to vent and keep up with the gloriouse people in my life that are helping me keep this boat afloat. I have decied to start a blog, I think I did this once before but tried to be to "deep" and it failed miserable, well I failed at it or lost interest anyway. Perhaphs I should look at that as a reacurring theme in my life..
Who knows.. But this should be fun.. Im gonna try to keep up with this in all of my "free" time.
This should be fun!! RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!?!?!? Now I just have to figure out how to put up pictures and everything else..
OH MY HECK!!!!!